CAT Scan

I have been sick for the past couple of years with weird abdomen pain and various other symptoms. With a lot of pressure from my mom I finally went in and got a CAT scan. To my surprise the doctors actually found something. I had an ovarian cyst that had ruptured and there was now just fluid. The cyst is not dangerous.

I am actually glad we found something so I could finally have answers to so many questions. But there are still so many questions! I want to know if its going to come back. I have had pain for two years. Does that mean my cyst has been there that long? Or has it been growing back and rupturing for two years? Could it have anything to do with my fertility problems? The pain abdomen pain started around the exact same time I went off birth control. Could their be a correlation?

All in all, I know I will get pregnant some day and everything will work out for the better. I just need to trust in the Lord and in his plan for me. I can just let go, and let God.